THE BURST OF LOVE HURTS

They say your first love loss is the worst!  I disagree, it's all the loves after that, when people just use your heart as a mat. All the fake ass talk, why didn't you just let me walk.  Pretending to be my boo, with all the fake I love yous.  All that pain, just to drive me insane, why couldn't you just stay in your own fucking lane?

Yet I don't give up.  Moving along to my next ding dong ditch, haha we got you again bitch. It's all fun and jokes to these millennials folks.  Little do they realize it's all a government hoax!

Ready for the next verse, cause it only gets worse.  Love comes in so many forms, hiding in many dorms,  yet taken away with one big storm!  They took my love's, they took my fam, oh damn, now my kids, they do it in ways that make your head sway.  They took my Mom and Dad, don't worry it's just a trend that's left the world insanely sad.

Falling in love with every side bish bae, cause your not sure if someone will leave or stay.  Grasping at every love straw, making you look like a cheating flaw, I warned you this would be raw.

All of it hurts the worst cause it's just a love burst!  Since the white men in power are ugly inside and out.  Getting turned down, always hurts.  Revenge of the nerds, thought they would have the last laugh. While lining their pockets.  Literally destroying everything that we have fought for.  Our rights, our independence, our freedom of speech, ending racism.  OUR RIGHT TO LIVE OUR LIVES IN THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS!  Our ancestors fought in wars, and lost their lives, giving up everything, to give this world all that it desired.  We ultimately let them down.  As they fought on the front lines, protecting us.  We failed to honor what they sacrificed.  Being greedy ourselves, competing with illmenial elves.  

THE LOVE BURST IS THE WORST.  YOUR LUCKY YOUR NOT IN A HURSE.  YOUR 50 K PURSE? IS THE CURSE. 

STRANGER DANGER? 

IMAGINE BEING IN A MANGER, NO CRIB FOR A BED, NO PLACE TO LAY YOUR SWEET HEAD. THE STARS IN THE SKY LOOKED DOWN WHERE JESUS LAYED, IN THE HAY. THE LORD COULD NOT LOOK DOWN FROM THE SKY,  BECAUSE HE HAD TO COME TO BE BY ALL OUR SIDES.  WE ASKED HIM TO TAKE US TO HEAVEN, SO WE COULD LIVE WITH HIM THERE.  HOWEVER HE NEVER LEFT OUR SIDE, HE LOVED US AS WE PRAYED.  

WHETHER YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE HAS A MEANING, YOU JUST HAVE TO DIG DEEP TO UNDERSTAND IT.

~GOD IZ FUGGIN REAL~

TO LITTLE TO LATE!

How incredibly odd. Suddenly every man on the planet wants to go back to being monogamous, at least the ones I'm meeting.  Proclaiming they want to settle down, and be married, possibly even start families.  

It's the words every woman dies to hear.  The new sexual revolution has already begun. Where lying, and cheating, have been trending, with no real future forecast of mending, our old morals and beliefs.  Men suddenly want women to obey, cook, clean, laundry, dust vacuum, and to be his willing submissive.  A sexual obedient, Trump style whore on command.  

Wanting to take it so far back to the olden days, that one Rodney Prosser aka Rodney Daniels. Thought he could tell me when it was time to go to sleep!  He wanted to be treated like a king, shower him, shave him, massage him, kiss on him, and sexually satisfy him orally, anally, and vaginally.  He even went to the extent of attempting to use my addiction against me, by informing me that I was "tweeking" Stating I wasn't in my right frame of mind.  I found it very comical, considering he had also relapsed, on his alcohol addiction, after coming out of the exact same rehab facility that I had attended. Not to mention the booze he had just purchased for us both.  

I will say it is completely and absolutely comical to watch them give it the good old college try. 

 Us women who have came leaps and bounds, to gain all our rights. Then the government thinking they could slowly strip them away.  Acting like we were to stupid to catch on!

(You falsely imprisoned me for 66 days over minor verbal arguments.  A man that bombed an apartment complex was out in 3 weeks or less.  Gee whiz #Willie bombing towers didn't get him a terroristic threat charge?  Like I got for grabbing a knife to protect myself in my own home?  Good to know!)  (THE KNIFE IM REFRENCING WAS A STEAK KNIFE WHEN PATRICK MAIN TRESSPASSED, THE RECORD THEY SEALED OF MY TERRORISTIC SO CALLED THREAT.)  THE BODY CAMS NOT WORKING THE NIGHT OF ERICS FALSE ALLEGATIONS WILL STILL BE REQUIRED TO SURFACE...ODDLY ENOUGH THEY HAVE!)

 I hate to be the bearer of bad news but it is definitely too little, too late.  Well for me it is anyways.  I never could have survived back in the day, when women didn't have rights. I basically have never ever had my rights, and still stood up to them till the bitter fucking end.  You could not revert me even in death.  I have been so disrespected, by men, women, cops, judges, white men in power, white women in power, black men who believed, I had some hidden agenda, and last but not least our fucking government, and our presidents!  (IT IZZA SO CUTE HOW THEYRE TAKING MY BLOGS TO IMPLY IVE COMMITED SUICIDE.  LOL...ANDREAS FAULT,  TENISHA SAID BYE FELICIA, & LISA WHO LIES, WASNT EXPECTING THAT I HAVE AN AUDIO SURPRISE, AND FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY FROM PAPARAZZI GOING DOWN IN THE ENTRANCE HALL...I PRAY THEY DIDN'T FORGE MY NAME. SMH!)

The words submit,  respect, or even obey. Currently arent in my vocabulary.  #TOLERATE is currently the only word that comes to mind. When it comes to the vile pieces of shit, that took my voice away, my children's voice away, and other victims voices away. 

RODNEY NOT SO DANGERFIELD

Your cock isn't fat!  It's all a hazmat.

I-STILL-DUNNO-KARMA-MITE-BE-DUMB!

BUTT-NOTTA-SEWISIDEL

#LISADONTHAVEALICENCE

#TENISHA-HI-FELICIA

#NOTANDREASFAULT

He said smoke outside! The cops will see, then arrest little ole thee!

Raped then fled. Trust and believe the one whom you wed. That marriage will be layed to bed, big head!

Cook and clean?  Naw I lean.  All your lies, and broken laws, are no match for Karmageddons Klaws. 

Your lazy eye, became our alien spy.  Next time! Please look at me eye to eye, focus please.  

You should have trusted your gut.  How did my previous dates dick taste? You sure did smile.  Then a cash offer for sex, another fucking government flex. 

Daniel Prosser!  All clients names were posted outside our rooms for my benefit!  If you wanted to be part of  "THE KARLA KITTY SHOW" All you needed to do was simply ask. Riding coat tails, being a brand demander, isn't cool!  Along with being a hostess of a world wide live stream.  You also have to be an expert in social media surveilance, you also need to have a masters degree in common sense!

So with that being said.  Your simply dead to me, alien man with no actual plan!

So much to tell about this place. Crawling with nothing but cocky closet addicts.  One AA speaker telling us that fighting the addiction, attempting to get sober, lead her to cutting herself wishing for death.  As she's telling this story tears streaming down her face, you could clearly tell, that pretending to be clean while promoting sobriety was getting the best of her conscious.  At some point I stood up and informed her that that didn't seem very inspiring to make someone want to quit.  As a matter of fact it inspired somebody that was already craving, to want to go kill themselves, because they suffered as harshly as she did.

The next speaker is comparing strawberries and beer.  Telling people that he's allergic to strawberries and that if he eats them, he can become deathly ill, the same way that alcohol does to him and other addicts.  Once again I had to stand up and remind everybody in the class that everybody reacts differently to different types of drugs and alcohol and whatnot.  Reminding everybody that some people CAN eat strawberries, were even told that they're extremely healthy for us, for the vitamin nutritional value that they carry.  Some handle booze better than others, then someone can drink a half a can and end up vomiting every where!

I know these people did not like me there, and I really don't give a fuck!  Every time I made them look stupid, they thought that they would have some great little comeback, and each time, I still made them look dumb!  

There was only one that actually supported me, and everything that I said, she wished me the extreme best, for all that Ive had to invest, and told me to keep doing what I was doing. She was an amazing woman who understood addiction.  I think better than anybody there!  No matter what someone thought, or felt, or said, she never devalued them, and let them be heard out, and that's what she represented!  I do believe the #angel that impacted my life in #Vegace may have kept her wing over me in #Nebraska #TheShurrellWoman #MSBRIGETTE

The owner of Inroads recovery is a foreigner.  Not a legal foreigner either.  #YW