I ACTUALLY WAS AT THE VENETIAN WITH A PURPOSE. I WENT TO GO HAVE A SMALL MEMORIAL AT THE GINORMOUS LOVE SIGN (ANOTHER ACE & KARMA SPOT) FOR ALL THE LOST VICTIMS OF SEX TRAFFICKING. ON THE AGENDA AS A "TO DO" B4 I LEFT. I ENDED UP AT THE VENETIAN, WHEN TECHNICALLY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BRUTALLY MURDERED, HACKED UP AND FED TO PERSIAN BLOOD STAINED KATS. FEELING A WARM HEAD IN A PLASTIC BAG LEANING AGAINST MY LEG, AFTER ENTERING THE BACKSEAT, MUFFLING MY SOBS AS I REACHED OVER RUBBING WHOMEVER WAS IN THAT BAG, MY THOUGHTS KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE TEDDY BEAR NOOSE THAT HUNG OVER THE CAR IN THE GARAGE IN WHICH HE SAID HIS WIFE DIED IN. SOMETHING IN MY GUT SCREAMED A BABY IS IN THAT CAR. TRYING HARD TO LOOK, AND NOT HAVE HIM CATCH ME LOOKING, KNOWING IF I SEE A DEAD CHILD, HE HAD BETTER KILL ME QUICK. THAT BACK SEAT WAS STUFFED WITH CLOTHES, SOMETHING WAS BEING HIDDEN, UNDERNEATH IT ALL.. HOW DID I DODGE THAT DEATH TRAP? THE HOUSE WAS A MORGUE OF DEAD, IN CEILINGS AND WALLS, DUG OUT SPA HOLES IN THE BACK, HIS LEARY INVITE AS HE SMILED LOOKIN DOWN INTO IT, ASKING ME TO COME OUT A HELP HIM DO SOMETHING. I LITTERALLY RESPONDEDED #NAHBISH IM GOOD. NEXT DAVID DURRANT SHOWS UP, A PORN PARTY? YA DON'T SAY. WELL IM NOT STAYING HERE. SO I GO, KNOWING DAMN GOOD AND WELL IM TO BE DRUGGED & FUGGED BY THEM ALL, THEN BEATEN TO DEATH. TILL IM DEAD. IT WAS GONNA BE GERBIL FEST UP THE MIDWEST PEST PARTY. ( HENCE THE TOILET PAPER FRENZY). ALL TO BE DONE LIVE, AND RECORDED , SO ALL PARTY GOER'S COULD PROFIT.
SEX TRAFFICKED MEMORIAL LOCATION
DURRANT NEVER SUSPECTED I WOULDN'T GO IN. I PLAYED IT OFF WELL...YOU HAVE A GIRL, BEGGING ME TO COME IN, IS INSULTING TO HER. SHE'S ALREADY THREATENED BY ME. REFUSING TO GO IN WITH HIM. HE LEAVES ME THE KEYS, I FIGURE I CAN EITHER RUN, OR STEAL THE TRUCK. STUPID ME AIN'T GOT NO BALL'S TO TAKE THE TRUCK. SUDDENLY THE DOORS UNLOCK I JUMP AND SEE HIS GIRL COMING, I DIDN'T KNOW SHE HAD A SET OF KEYS. I WAS PRETTY SURE SHE WAS GOING TO KILL ME AS SOON AS SHE OPENED THE DOOR. I SAID THAT DUDE'S A FUCKING MORON. I STARTED TALKING TO HER AS IF SHE DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING WAS GOING ON. I SAID YOU KNOW THOSE CLOTHES THAT THEY GOT RID OF WERE THE CLOTHES OF A MURDERED WOMAN? I SAID I HAVE TO WONDER IF YOU'RE NEXT? I SAID BOTH THESE FUCKS ARE TRIPPING ME OUT. I START CRYING I SAID ONE OF US IS A GONNER, I SAID I PERSONALLY DON'T CARE IF DIE. I SAID I WAS WITH ERIC THE KILLER, SO IM WORRIED FOR YOU. SHE LOOKS OVER AND STATES THAT SHE'S A WANTED FUGITIVE IN 2 STATES. I THINK SHE WAS ATTEMPTING TO SCARE ME. MY RESPONSE I THINK WAS, WELL YOUR NOT IN THOSE STATES, SO YOUR SAFE FROM THE COPS. YOUR CONCERN SHOULDNT BE WARRANTS OF STATE'S YOUR NOT IN IDIOT.
WE PULL INTO THE PARKING GARAGE OF THE VENETIAN. IMMEDIATELY SECURITY APPROACHING THE CAR, WANTS TO DO A TRUNK SEARCH. I GET EXCITED AND STOKED, BUT I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE A SAD PUPPY DOG, HELP ME LOOK, WHILE SPORTING AN RESTING BITCH FACE STAY CALM LOOK, AND NOT SHANK THIS SKANKS EYE'S OUT WITH YOUR FINGERS KAT!! IN THAT MOMENT I KNEW SHE WAS PART OF IT.
Shes the remains mover...20k per trip. She said "what's wrong with your face?" Stop doing that, your silence and scowl could have looked suspicious." Its probably why we got checked!
I WANTED TO VOMIT. I ASKED HER WHY WE WERE HERE? SHE SAID SHE NEEDED TO GET TAMPONS. Immediately throwing the truck in park, and out before I could even get my seat belt off. Scurrying to get in.
SMH...I SAID SLOW DOWN WAIT FOR ME. SHE HOLLERED BACK PROCLAIMING HER PERIOD WAS HEAVY. I WAS THIINKING TO MYSELF, BITCH YOU AIN'T BLEEDING HALF AS BAD AS THE DEAD IN YOUR TRUNK. I SAID YOU AREN'T MISCARRYING ARE YOU? SHE DIDN'T RESPOND, SMH JUST WOW...FORCED PREGNANCIES FOR PARTS & HEARTS. AT THIS POINT I SEE THE LOVE SIGN. I TOLD HER STOP...COME BACK...YOU NEED TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHER FOR ME! SHES YELLED "I'M BLEEDING HEAVILY! I THOUGHT ASK ME IF I CARE? ABORTING A BABY AT 6 MOS ALONG FOR FINANCIAL GAIN? I HOPE YOU DO BLEED TO DEATH. IF YOUR BABY HAD TO SUFFER 6 MONTHS UP THAT NASTY SNATCH, JUST TO BE KILLED FOR PARTS. YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP! YOUR SKANKY AZZ BETTER PHONE A FRIEND. IF YOUR SEEKING SOME SORT OF PITTY.
DAVIDS BLOWING HER PHONE THE FUCK UP.
SO IM GUESSING THE BOUNTY ON MY HEAD WAS HUGE...I COULD HEAR DAVID'S BITCH AZZ SCREAM'S THROUGH THE PHONE. WHEREVER SHE WAS ATTEMPTING TO LURE ME TO, SHE WOULD HAVE PICKED UP THE BOUNTY, AND NOT HIM.
SO I SAT THERE BY THE LOVE SIGN FIDDLING WITH MY FINGERS. THE NEXT THING I KNOW SHE DISAPPEARED, #THEBITCHDITCH (ORWASSHEAFEDSAVINGMYLIFE)
DAVID FINALLY CALLED MY PHONE ASKING ME WHERE SHE WAS? I SAID SHE' NOT MY PROBLEM. SHE'S YOURS! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT! I HUNG UP ON HIM WHILE HE WAS SCREAMING LIKE A FUCKING BANSHEE. I JUST LAUGHED A LITTLE INSIDE.
I JUST SAT THERE FOR THE LONGEST TIME, I COULDN'T CRY. I WAS NUMB. I STARTED WALKING AROUND. TRYING TO GET MY BEARINGS RIGHT. I JUST COULDN'T GET IT TOGETHER. I THOUGHT THIS WAS PROBABLY THE PERFECT TIME TO GO HAVE MY MEMORIAL AT THE LOVE SIGN.
I KNEELED DOWN IN FRONT OF THE V, BECAUSE IT STANDS FOR VICTIMS OF VIOLENCE. THE MINUTE MY KNEES TOUCHED THE FLOOR MY ENTIRE BODY WEIGHT WENT WEAK. I STARTED TO CRY & STARTED TO PRAY. ASKING GOD TO TAKE ALL THE PAIN AWAY. EVERYTHING I HAD JUST WITNESSED AND BEEN THROUGH. I HAD BEEN BLESSED & LUCKY. BUT OH SO MANY HAD JUST BEEN KILLED. BEGGING AND ASKING GOD WHAT CAN I DO? I WAS RIGHT THERE AND COULDN'T SAVE ANY OF THEM. ALL I HEARD HIM WHISPER BACK WAS, "DON'T YOU DARE GIVE UP, YOU GOT THIS." I WAS WEAK, I COULD NOT PICK MYSELF UP OFF THE FLOOR, GOD JUST TOLD ME TO SIT THERE FOR A WHILE. THERE WAS LITERALLY NOBODY AROUND ME. THIS WAS A MOMENT, THAT I FELT LIKE I WAS SURROUNDED BY NOTHING MORE THAN ANGELS. I HAD EVEN LOOKED UP ON THE SECOND FLOOR, TO SEE IF I WAS BEING WATCHED BY A CROWD. BUT I WASN'T...I HAD HOPED THAT THEE ANGELS HEARD MY CRIES! NOT A SOUL WAS TO BE FOUND ANYWHERE AROUND THAT LOVE SIGN. DID GOD STOP THE WORLD TO GIVE ME THIS TIME ALONE? THE TEARS WOULDN'T STOP!
FEELING DEFEATED YET SAFE AT THE MOMENT. I THOUGHT I BETTER GET UP AND MOVE AROUND, OR I'LL GET KICKED OUT. SO I JUST KIND OF DID SOME SIGHT SEEING. IN THE VENETIAN & THE PALAZZO. SECURITY HAD STARTED OFF COOL. A COUPLE HOURS OF SIGHT SEEING AND LOOKING AROUND. THE SAME SECURITY GUARD THAT HAD WATCHED ME & THE DITCH BITCH COME IN EARLIER, APPROACHED ME ASKING ME FOR MY ID. I ASKED WHY? I WASN'T DOING ANYTHING WRONG. HE IMPLIED THAT I HAD PICKED UP A CIGARETTE BUTT OUT OF AN ASHTRAY AND STARTED SMOKING IT. UMMM NO I DIDN'T SIR...IF I DID, I WOULD BE HONEST ABOUT IT. I AM HOMELESS, OF COURSE I'LL SMOKE AN UNFINISHED CIGARETTE, BUT YOU DIDN'T SEE ME DO THAT. HE' ASKS ME WHAT MY BUSINESS THERE WAS? I SAID I'M A GUEST. IS THIS NOT PUBLIC PROPERTY? DO I NOT HAVE A RIGHT TO SIGHT SEE? HE HANDED ME MY ID BACK, AND WALKED AWAY. HE THEN CAME BACK 15 MINUTES LATER, WITH 6 SECURITY GUARDS, & TWO DOGS. INFORMING ME THAT I HAVE BEEN BANNED FROM THE PROPERTY FOR LIFE, AND THAT I'M NEVER EVER TO RETURN AGAIN. I ASKED WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THAT? HE REPLIED THAT I WAS TRESPASSING. I SAID IS THIS NOT PUBLIC PROPERTY? I'M SORRY I DID NOT KNOW THAT. I GUESS THE VENETIAN & THE PALAZZO REQUIRED INVITATIONS PRIOR TO COMING INTO THEIR ESTABLISHMENTS. HE THEN STARTED GETTING HUFFY WITH ME, ALONG WITH THE OTHER SIX SECURITY GUARDS, TELLING ME TO KEEP GOING, THEY HAD THE DOGS BARKING AT ME, ATTEMPTING TO SCARE ME OUT, AND JUST BULLYING ME, FOR NO GOOD REASON. YOU KNOW ME OF COURSE. GETTING MOUTHY & TAUNTING THEM EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. WHILE TRYING TO FILM THEM.
I GET OUTSIDE AND SIT DOWN, ON A FOUNTAIN RIGHT OUTSIDE THE VENETIAN. THEY THEN COME BACK OUT TO FUCK WITH ME MORE, SAYING THAT'S PART OF OUR PROPERTY, GET OFF OF IT! OKAY DOUGH BOY, I NOW OWN THESE CASINOS, YOU JUST FUCKED YOURSELF!
IT TRULY WAS AN INSANE NIGHT! WHILE I WAS SIGHT SEEING, I WAS ACTUALLY LOOKING FOR THE HR OFFICE. I HAD WANTED TO GO SPEAK WITH SOMEBODY IN THERE. IN HOPES OF BEING ABLE TO GET THE FOOTAGE OF MY MEMORIAL.
AT THE LOVE SIGN, FOR THE SEX TRAFFICKED VICTIMS FAMILIES. I KNEW THAT MOMENT WAS FILLED WITH A TON OF EMOTION AND TEARS & ENERGY. I WANTED A COPY OF THAT FOOTAGE, EVEN IF I HAD TO PAY FOR IT. I TRULY WANTED IT. NOT ONLY FOR ME, BUT FOR THE FAMILIES OF THE FALLEN ALSO.
I MUST ASK DOES VENETIAN, IS DOING TRUNK CHECKS A STANDARD PROCEDURE FOR YOUR COMPANY?
A FEMALE GETTING $20,000 & LEAVING STATE RIGHT AFTERWARDS, AND YOUR GURUS CHECKING A TRUNK AFTER I KNOW MURDERS WERE COMMITTED. KIND OF IMPLIED THAT YOUR GARAGE WAS THE PICKUP SPOT OF THE DECEASED. HER FLEEING FROM HER TRUCK ALSO IMPLIED THAT SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE IN ANY CAMERA VIEWS OF WHAT WAS ABOUT TO GO DOWN.
SIX SECURITY GUARDS, TWO DOGS, TO REMOVE A 105 LB GIRL, THAT WASN'T DOING A THING WRONG! EVEN IN THE EVENT I DID PICK UP A HALF SMOKED CIGARETTE AND SMOKED IT, THAT WOULDN'T BE AGAINST THE LAW. BANNING SOMEONE FROM YOUR STUPID FUCKING CASINO, AND RUNNING THEM OFF ONLY INDICATED THAT THE CRIMES THAT WERE COMMITTED, THAT YALL WERE AN ACCOMPLICE TO. LET'S SAY THAT YOU WEREN'T INVOLVED AT ALL IN THE MURDERS, WHICH I DOUBT!
IS YOUR COMPANY PREJUDICE AGAINST HOMELESS PEOPLE? YOUR SECURITY TEAM TELLING ME THAT I WAS TRESPASSING ON A BUSINESS THAT'S ACTUALLY LISTED AS PUBLIC PROPERTY. WHEN ASKED IF I NEEDED AN INVITATION TO BE AT EITHER ONE OF THOSE CASINOS, YOUR STUPID SECURITY REPLIED YES. YOU KNOW CONSIDERING VENETIAN AND PALAZZO ARE TWO OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL HOTELS AND CASINOS IN LAS VEGAS! THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT GOES THROUGH THERE. I AM MORE THAN POSITIVE IT'S A VERY LUCRATIVE BUSINESS. TO HAVE SO LITTLE COMPASSION FOR THE HOMELESS THAT LIVE IN YOUR CITY, JUST TRYING TO ENJOY A BEAUTIFUL SCENERY, AFTER A NIGHT OF WITNESSING MURDERS, AND ALL. WHILE AVOIDING TO BE THE NEXT VICTIM, AND SIMPLY WANTING TO TRY AND CHANGE THE WORLD. TO BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT BY YOUR STAFF! IS NOTHING MORE THAN A DISPLAY OF DISGUSTING GREED, AND A POWER CONTROL SCRIPTED BY TRUMPS PERVY GOVERNMENT PUNKS. IN CASE YOU FORGOT THAT LAS VEGAS DID NOT GET BUILT BECAUSE THERE WERE SO MANY WINNERS. IT GOT BUILT BECAUSE OF THE MASS AMOUNT OF PEOPLE TO COME THROUGH HERE, AND PUT MONEY INTO IT. WHICH IS ME, MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, MY FANS, MY HATERS, MY MUDERERS, MY FEDERAL TEAM. SOMETIMES I MAY NOT WANT TO SPEND ANY MONEY AT YOUR STUPID ESTABLISHMENT. IT'S NO REASON TO KICK SOMEONE OUT ESPECIALLY WHILE THEY'RE DOWN AND OUT! WHETHER YOU I MONEY OR NOT. A COMPASSIONATE KIND OFFER, MAYBE EVEN A SMALL BITE TO EAT. WOULD HAVE SHOWED SOME EMPATHY OR COMPASSION ON YOUR ESTABLISHMENTS BEHALF. YOUR ESTABLISHMENT, ON THAT DAY SHOWED THE TRUE UGLINESS OF LAS VEGAS! HOW SOME OF THE WEALTHIEST BUSINESSES IN THE WORLD TREAT PEOPLE WHO LITERALLY HELPED BRING YOUR PATRONS IN AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME INTO YOUR BUSINESS! YOU FORGET IT WAS THE PANDEMIC. PEOPLE KNEW THAT I WAS IN LAS VEGAS, AND ATTEMPTING TO COME AND RUN INTO ME. THE CASINO'S WERE REOPENED BECAUSE OF ME BEING IN THAT CITY. I'M AWARE THAT MANY DIDN'T KNOW THE SITUATION, BUT PEOPLE BEING IN THE DARK, AND NOT KNOWING ABOUT THINGS AT ALL SOMETIMES IT REALLY SHOWS THEIR TRUE COLORS. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TO SEE!
HOPEFULLY WE CAN TALK SOON TAKE CARE AND STAY BLESSED.
~KARMA REJECTED BY ALL~
EVEN MURDERERS RUN. REJECTION HURTS ALOT. IT'S TRULY WORSE WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANY EXPLANATIONS, NOT FOR MY DAD, NOT FOR MY MOM, NOT EVEN MY FOR MY ABDUCTORS. EVEN IF I HAD AN EXPLANATION, COMPLETE STRANGERS, PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE FRIENDS, NOW WE CAN ADD ALL THESE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS TO THAT LIST ROBOTS, ALIENS, UNICORNS, CLOWNS, GNOMES, ANGELS.
GOD ALWAYS IS TELLING ME TO FACE MY FEARS, MAYBE THE REST OF THE WORLD SHOULD TO!
"SAY SOMETHING NICE," ...YOUR MY WORLD, MY LOVE, MY KING, MY GOD, MY PROTECTOR, MY JERK, MY DUMBASS, MY VILLIAN, & MY JOKER!
